Terrified...

It's 01.00 a.m, midnight and I can't even sleep. Something bothering in my mind. I didn't have a-peaceful-sleep since last monday. A sleepyhead person like me awake in the middle of night, there must be something wrong. And I know exactly what it is.........

I'm TERRIFIED ><.........................................................
This year, my ages turn twenty. Twenty years old. I'm not kid anymore, not also a teenager. I'm adult right now. And I'm scared. Future is calling out so loudly. I'm not ready, really......no kidding.

I already passed my fourth semester (well, almost actually because my final exam will be held next week :P). In 2 years or less, I'll graduate and get my bachelor degree. My parents REALLY excited about me gettin graduate soon. Me? HAHAHA not even a word comes out from my mouth talking about "graduate". I'm too scared.
It's complicated....